It really bothers me that my last journal entry is like... umm 4 years old o.o? Well, and it also bothers me that most of my deviations are also like 4 years old!! And They are so ugly . I feel like I should delete them. But well, at least you can see that I have made a little progress with my style.

It's been years since I last drew so often. The reason is that I was too sick to draw anything. And also too depressed. I had an eating disorder but now everything is better and I have gotten myself back! I really owe much to my new boyfriend. He really cheered me up after all those sad things. Although it had to be me who would do the most of the work when recovering. I had to confront myself and my weaknesses. It was really scary to get all that weight back. It wasn't easy.

Now I look great. I'm athletic and I can really eat a lot compared to the old me . I think I sometimes eat more than most of men do! And I still look great. I have gotten all these emotions back too<3. And my inspiration to draw. Roxy is happy again n__n. And she can produce more crappy drawings!